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The Last American

by Ali Aslam

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1.
Rebel Song 03:12
Nobody’s safe, from their heart’s own rebel song We’re all slaves to our perspective And What we see, so deceptive There’s never a taste, that anything is wrong Still your heart beats a traitor At every word that you say here Best get out the way Of your heart’s own rebel song I think somewhere in this song Is something I used to know Can you scour these words Tell me where the pieces go 'Cause the older I get The worse my vision seems to be And every new thing I learn Collides with memory And I think I’ll be lost Always I think there is nothing wrong When you're losing your own way You don’t have be so strong There is no one here to blame Someday everything is gone You add weight to your own name Answers come to you somehow When you’re drifting in the fray And I think I’ll be lost Always One day you’ll wake in the dream And try to see beyond The cracks will all be showing But there’s nothing there to see And I think I’ll be lost Always How much time we waste How much time we waste How much time we waste How much time we waste When we’re looking for a sign How much time we waste If I could just be lost Always
2.
Photocopy 04:26
Lately, everyone I meet has been a soldier But no one can seem to tell me about the war They all bear their sleeves and tell me there are scars there But it's nothing that I haven't seen before We're all distant looks and songs that say I'm lonely Borrowed from someone you hope I've never heard But I look around and wonder how can that be If everyone knows every chord and every verse Did you never wonder Am I more than what I've been Or is there something we've missed Am I alright with nothing changing Am I alright with staying just like this And anyone that's been wounded can tell you That you pick at scars to bleed and bleed again And healing fast is really over rated That in pain is where you really want to live Did you never wonder Am I more than what I've been Or is there something we've missed Am I alright with nothing changing Am I alright with staying just like this 'Cause we get it wrong if there ever was a reason We are more than the people we miss Moving on is not some kind of treason It's just the answer to a question just like this Am I more than what I've been Or is there something we've missed Am I alright with nothing changing Am I alright with staying just like this Am I more than what I've been Or is there something we missed Am I alright with nothing changing Am I alright with staying just like this
3.
I screamed in a dream and I woke To find my voice gone I cried out and choked for the air Escaping my lungs Till the greying that signals the light Or the panic it starts to subside The bitter taste and the unsteady pace Will just be your comfort tonight You can’t tell that anything's changed But the air tastes wrong There’s a chill on the breeze that begins To cut through your guard And you feel yourself starting to bend And complacency smiles like a friend But hope draws a breath In the dark to test your resolve But what can you do When the word that you're given Was all that you had And broke to begin with I’ll fight for you love I’ll fight for you love I’ll fight for you love Because you stood for mine And had more on the line And I’ll be damned There's a girl standing tall on a hill With a fist in the air She wont give up any more ground The line’s drawn there Did you forget what freedom was for Is there light still on this golden door Steel yourselves friends because this doesn't end With my hand still waiting for yours But what can you do When the word that your given Was all that you had And broke to begin with I’ll fight for you love I’ll fight for you love I’ll fight for you love Because you stood for mine And had more on the line And I’ll be damned
4.
Refugee 02:54
My city used to be Coursed of grit and stone Cut into the hands that would call them home My home used to be A grove of a thousand trees Every root familiar and old Now my places burn Robbed of history A legacy of fathers all lost to me There are promises made When you need the sun to rise And your colors will break Over unfamiliar skies You will miss the night You will miss the night Courage used to be The solider on the wall Heart wrapped in armor to guard us all Wisdom used to be The poet in the night Spinning words of comfort to cool the eyes Now our soldiers all are broken Our poets all are crazed And you think me a coward to run away There are promises made When you need the sun to rise And your colors will break Over unfamiliar skies You will miss the night You will miss the night Time will collect All the things you can't forgive And paint them All on the glass before your eyes With words that can’t reflect All the details and the dreams In between All of our lives There are promises made When you need the sun to rise And your colors will break Over unfamiliar skies You will miss the night You will miss the night
5.
You've broken your heart, you've made amends Collected pieces, made whole again And if waging wars makes you more of a man You've fought every losing fight that you can But you're careful to fight what's left of your faith You fear if you win you've made a ghost of grace But what can you do when your sin is your pride Can you carry a cross when your hope is a lie And I know what you think it means And I know what you want me to say But how do you think I'd believe That it's all gonna be ok How's it all gonna be ok Well a wise man offers, "there's truth in the lies" And dares you to dig a bit deeper inside But the fool that I found was happy and whole And he never passed a lie to his soul Now you swear that you've known so much more than you've seen And your spirit is someone you've never been But what can you do when your sin is your pride Can you carry a cross when your hope is a lie And I know what you think it means And I know what you want me to say But how do you think I'd believe That it's all gonna be ok How's it all gonna be ok Was it you that drew these lines in the sand What do they tell you about the worth of a man 'Cause I stumbled and found the grace that you named And trampled lines that washed in the waves In the mire I fell and there I was made In the mire I'll stay content in my shame 'Cause I know what you think it means And I know what you want me to say I don't care what you think you believe 'Cause it's all gonna be ok Yeah it's all gonna be ok
6.
I want for all of my habits To be somehow fragments Of all the people I have loved And not some strange inheritance From some lost relative So far removed from all I’ve done Oh all I’ve done If you only knew The color of the sun that I see When I close my eyes I’d be blind to the world Till the madness is gone - left unnamed Till the turn of the tide 'Cause I can’t hold it in my head Your hurt In my head I can’t hold it in my head But I had the heart to try And I won't know the names Of the people you lost, in the wars You fought on your own And I won't know the sting Of the love you forgot, that hit hard In the stories we told And I won't know the fear In your feet as you walk, every night To a place called home I can't hold it in my head Your hurt in my head I can't hold it in my head But I had the heart to try There’s a ringing in my ear That just won't go away And it keeps me awake at night Is it something that I hear To remind that I need To forget myself sometimes Oh I know what it is To pray for better luck To hope against your pride I would be by your side When your karmic wheel is stuck And that still won’t make it right Cause I can't hold it in my head Your hurt in my head I can’t hold it in my head But I had the heart to try Still have the heart to try
7.
Well tilled hands can tell the story That any fool could read Fingers worked till dust and bone For the balance of a dream Seasons change without permission And drag us along the way And every day we must concede A small exchange for grays Is it years or dreams that fade But then the summer comes without the spring What flowers without the rain October yields a paltry harvest A year without a gain Is it years or dreams that fade Poets write their small admissions Of love that got away And tell their tales for tears and glory Dress themselves as brave Well we can paint the glass till we’re content The reflection doesn’t change You think if everyone sings their own gospel Everyone is saved Is it years or dreams that fade Cause I'm starting to see the pearl that must have been When he was about my age The light, the heat, the sea, the breaking waves Well beyond my rage Cause am I ever any better than Those poets I despise I’ll tell anyone who’ll stop and listen Woah, this love of mine That in a day we danced horizons Amongst the sun and stars at play We’d drink in bits of atmosphere At the breaking of the age A small exchange for grays
8.
My City 03:54
I think I have never been brave Well trained to be afraid Of the people who don’t look like me And that is all I see And I think when I walk in the room that That’s how it must feel for you Cause you’ve seen my face on the evening news Or someone just like me You’re afraid, and you’re ready to fight But you don’t care who and what for And the dream of your life was broken You don’t know what is in store Tell me, when you watch the news Does it seal your certitude In the message that was brought to you By the banks that own your homes Can we start checking out of Our own brands of devout Could the flags be buried in the ground Instead of draping someone's bones You’re afraid and you’re ready to fight You don’t care who and what for And the dream of your life has been broken You don’t know what is in store Well I’ve been there before Why do we equivocate Between what we feel and what we say And what we want to believe Is the decency we seek Cause It’s not a gift to belong Or feel safe where you were born But I count in my fears My city, my home, my own Who cares for blood or flags forgotten Or some miss-remembered king Should your personhood be stolen For anything Do you think we will it into being Is this what everybody dreaming Cause I don’t see it No, I don’t see it No, I don’t see it No, I don’t see it You’re afraid, and you’re ready to fight But you don’t know who and what for And the dream of your life has been broke You don’t know what is in store Well I think, maybe its better we’ve woke Maybe its better we’ve woke Maybe its better we’ve woke We get to moving on Do you think we will it into being? Is this what everybody dreaming?
9.
You can count up the years With the things that I've tried To make a life better Once step at a time And the things that would stick Were never that big But it's the small ones that matter In the scheme of things Yeah it's the small things that matter And I’ve ached for a love That was never as grand As that little picture You hold in your hand The kind where you could give up All of your glory Just to be a verse In an unwritten story All just to be a verse And every father says "Look at my baby now And I would do it all again If I could have one more round" But that's not the way That it always goes There are dark rooms and quiet days And unspoken hopes When you tell yourself To look at the big picture But your hope is a small one You lost in a whisper Oh your hope is a small one And after years down a road That you can’t regret Still, there are days That you want reset You think one thread cut could change How it all unfolds But there's a thousand threads In the hangman’s rope Oh there's a thousand threads And every father says "It could be different now" And I remember when he said it I would believe him now
10.
You rattle around these walls And always leave the door wide open No one comes around But you don't want to give up hoping You used to be so bold The queen of every boyhood dream When you start to feel the cold There's always someone willing to share the heat You meet another face And take the path of least resistance Searching for some soul Find another room left vacant You’re working to the bone Give a whole more than taking Got a place to call my own I can’t remember why I’m staying You know I never believed That this American dream Was ever meant to be Something handed to me But now I’m all out of hope And if we’re all out of hope We’ll hold on Its by design That doesn't mean I Think its right 'Cause every phase of this race I’ve crossed the finished line And every smiling face I see says I’m doing right So whys it taken so long for me to realize That it goes round and round and round And round and round and round And round and round and round And round and round and round And I can wait right here With you You know I never believed That this American Dream Was ever meant to be Something handed to me But now I’m all out of hope And if we’re all out of hope You know I never believed That this American Dream Was ever meant to be Something handed to me But now I’m all out of hope And if we’re all out of hope There's got to be something wrong With more than just me
11.
Brave 05:33
Another dose of distant grief Another crisis on TV Another shot of shame that comes With every sigh of relief This one has nothing to do with me And I have so much to grieve Another someone's darkest day Another flag across my face And a reminder, the fear I’ve known Will never go away This one has nothing to do with me And I have so much to grieve Oh love, now don’t you sweat it Some people get hurt And that's the way it goes Cause it takes what it takes When you want what you want But you've won So just let it go Dear, that's what regret is When you know that the price is Too much to pay, but you pay it anyway Then hope that the devil Won’t settle the ledger today Is it safer to be strangers Have we been wrong all this time Is there still somewhere we could run to And live out the rest of it blind And this one has nothing to do with me And I have so much to grieve Oh love, now don’t you sweat it Some people get hurt And that's the way it goes Cause it takes what it takes When you want what you want But you've won So just let it go Dear, that's what regret is When you know that the price is Too much to pay, but you pay it anyway Then hope that the devil Won’t settle the ledger today You were small You were strange With a voice that shakes From the truth of the words That we always seem to forget Made us proud and tall For a moment at least As you spoke what our hearts had said Love flows like water Over rocks and stones in the bed Lose the bits That we needed the least And we find new ways to mend And the brave have no regrets And the brave have no regrets And the brave have no regrets So be brave
12.
When you were born I wrote you a song To remind that what's honest Can never be wrong So if one day your heart is broken By words unspoken It’s light in motion in love Yes baby it’s light In motion in love We scatter, diffuse For a moment then gone It’s the beat of my blood, the current Your heart the ocean It’s light in motion in love Whoa, Oh Whoa, Oh Whoa, Oh Now your mother is wise and brave That’s the goal And your father, the fool An incorruptible soul So if your sky should fall around you Just take what made you It comes from stars up above It’s light in motion in love Whoa, Oh Whoa, Oh Whoa, Oh Either I’m out of time Or time’s out of place And there are secrets that hide In the lines of my face When you see what I see in the mirror Just sing the clearer And know when you were small and so young You saw light in motion in love Whoa, Oh Whoa, Oh Whoa, Oh

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This is a record about identity, and belonging, and hope and the American experience

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released October 30, 2020

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Ali Aslam Brooklyn, New York

Ali Aslam is a Brooklyn based singer -songwriter. He a Pakistani Muslim-American, and explores the relationship between his background and his country, in his debut work, The Last American. He describes the sound as "supersonic folk" and sonically dives into the tropes of rock, indie pop, new wave, and R&B to craft something new, challenging, and wholly American ... more

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